Once again it is superbowl sunday. Can you feel the excitement?        I could if I turned on the tv, the pregame show started 4 and a half hours ago, and has four hours yet to go (at least according to the paper, I don't plan on turning on the tv to confirm). Eight and a half hours of warm up, because the game is just that important. The game itself is made of four 15 minute quarters, which will take at least tw...

       My parents are gone for the weekend. They left this morning at about 5am and won't be back until 5pm sunday night. So that means I get to take care of my brothers for about four days. Or so I thought, turns out adopted grandma Bertha will be spending most of the time here.        Not that I mind. I was thinking I'd take care of them, make sure they were fed, shove them out the door for school, keep them away fro...

       So it's been a few weeks since the last article on this story, and I did say I would try to continue it sooner. But I don't think I'm going to, hence this update to inform anyone that cares of that fact.        I want to tell the story, as much for others to read as to sort out my own head. I think it would be good for me, to tell it and through that finally let go of her. And therein lies the problem, I don't wa...

       I (my self) is not the same as my body. Yet we are the same. My body takes care of itself, does all the little things I can't be bothered with. Keeps my heart pumping, lungs breathing, etc. Tells me when it wants food, sleep, whatever.        Sometimes it's not my body that is talking to me, but just a part of it. Like when my bladder tells me it is full and wants to be emptied. I don't have to listen to it, b...

        *grins wickedly* sent me an email stating she has been busy with work and such. She wanted everyone to know that she's ok but hasn't had much opportunity to use an internet connected computer. And I guess that's it, easy enough message to share

       So I took a shower today. That's not really news or anything, but it did set the stage.        When I take showers I take my clothes off in my room, which is across the hall and around the corner from the bathroom, then prance nekid through the hall. This isn't a problem because there is no one around to watch, and the way I see it why should I take my clothes off in the bathroom when I'll just have to carry them ...

       So I took a shower today. That's not really news or anything, but it did set the stage.        When I take showers I take my clothes off in my room, which is across the hall and around the corner from the bathroom, then prance nekid through the hall. This isn't a problem because there is no one around to watch, and the way I see it why should I take my clothes off in the bathroom when I'll just have to carry them ...

Away Message: Shoveling Snow        She's out shoveling snow, and I want to help her, but I can't, and I know I can't, but I want to all the same. I want to get in the car (which I don't own) and drive (which I can't legally do) up to her place and shovel with her. I shoveled/snowblowed our driveway and I didn't want to do that at all, was all grumbly while doing it. But I want to shovel for her. *sigh*        ...

       I'm depressed. Is nothing new. I spend the day curled up in bed, because it's where I belong. It takes me days to write even this. *sigh* Back to bed...

       I was reading the paper today and it had a good laugh and just plain bizarreness in it (in addition to the normal news).        The laugh was a headline titled "Bush sees Iraq pullout when 'we have completed our misson'". Right, this is the guy that landed on an aircraft carrier with a great big "Mission Accomplished" banner way back when. And now he says we'll leave when the mission is done. Did he go back and s...

       So I was playing Civilization and noticed I had no sound, hadn't noticed sound since I installed it the other day. Figured it was just the game being messed up and didn't worry about it, not like I play the game for sound anyways. But then I noticed sound wasn't working for anything.        So off I go to check settings. Is not muted, can't find any settings errors, speakers are on, but no noise is coming out. C...

       ack, don't know how to start article...        Basically I'm lonely and depressed, and as nice as it is to have friends online and such, it's not the same as having a real person there to talk with. So I stole someones idea and filled out the forms at yahoo and now I have a personal ad there. Not sure where it will go from here. I'm rather nervous about actually contacting any of the people who have ads up as wel...

       I am going to make a prediction now that I hope ends up being wrong: Sometime in the next oh, month sounds good, I'm going to stop blogging, whether I want to or not.        Today's sunday, so my parents do their whole I really should go to church thing again. Happens every sunday, they say I should go, I tell them I'm not going. But this time was different. This time they came across much more forcefully. As in...

       So I use the watchlist alot, I'll admit it. Seems like a good way to keep track of when articles I want to pay attention to are updated. Works well too, at least most of the time. But there is some oddness to it.        I read the articles on Joeuser.com, not wincustomize, politicalmachine, galciv, etc. At least, I don't intentionally, but sometimes the watchlist email links to other places. Most commonly it li...